Get to know yourself better… Yes, it’s (shockingly) true…

I woke up quite early this morning and while I was viewing Audi’s blog there was something interesting that caught my eye. It was actually his post on the blog about one quiz he filled out.

Then I decided to fill it out too, while at the same time I was as confused as him, as he mentioned like this: “Pertanyaan-pertanyaanya membingungkan tapi hasilnya bisa dibilang 90% bener. Scary huh?” (You’re damn right di! Hahaha). So here’s the link as I’d share it with you guys.. You should try it too.. Get to know yourself better ! Below is my result.. What’s yours?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend – you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Personal Mission Statement

I was checking out my old files on my external hard-disk when suddenly I found this personal mission statement. It was made as a part of my own presentation during my campaign running for presidency of Satoe Indonesia Organization 2007-2008 period.

I will – be a very optimistic person no matter what situation I’m involved into
I will – always be proud of my mother and try to give all the best out of me for her
I will – remember my father as my missing stone in my life
I will – try to do things as hard as I could, performing super plan to gain super result
I will – be memorized by people as someone that brings joy and happiness to others
I will – conduct every actions in my life under God’s will
I will – run my life, staying alive in this one and only chance being able to living life with its dynamic process
I will – spread my kindness to others in need
I will – try to understand people in order for them to understand myself
I will – try to conduct my life at my best effort in order to be a meaningful person
I will – always keep in my top priority that pursuing a meaningful life is more important than happiness
I will – try being honest at all cost in every condition in life
I will – try to build trust among people around me
I will – maximize my effort to achieve the perfectness in life although there’s no such thing as perfectness itself, at least at my best

You should also try making one personal mission statement, using Franklin Covey’s Mission Statement Builder

Comments are welcome as a respond to this post I’ve created. Thanks.

Improve Your BlackBerry Now !

My BlackBerry 8820 with color trackball !

We all know that BlackBerry is definitely an amazing gadget that has become such a major hype throughout the world. But do we all know what’s beyond BB rather than just a tool to connect you with people around you?

Yes I do love the BB Messenger, Push-Email Technology, etc. but still there’s actually more than that in BB.

Well, for me BB is not just that kind of tool. It simply can help us to personalize ourselves within.

So why don’t you improve your knowledge and personalize your BB to be exactly what YOU want it to be??

I’m here to offer you various services:

*Main Services
1. System Software Update and installation
2. Change your trackball color (It’s actually kinda’ cool !)
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1. Knowledge sharing about BB’s recent info and technology
2. Assistance in BB’s recent development and updates
3. Buying/selling guides

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All I’m here for is just to share my knowledge & information regarding BB so that you can love your BB as much as I love it.

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Nokia 9300i Communicator for Lifetime Personal Guarantee

During my whole life, I’ve changed my personal mobile phone several times due to development of technology or even caused by damage/lost.

Among those phones that I’ve been using for the last decade, I guess the one that really amazed myself was the Nokia 9300i that I still use currently. The thing is, this phone I’m using, despite the physical condition, as in medium-sized, thick, not to mention how it is not in a good shape right now since I bought it 2 years ago, I still love the phone itself. Mainly because, compared to other phones, this Communicator has a feature that I don’t see in many other. That is which, the scheduled SMS feature that would save me quite some time to send particular SMS messages. For instance, birthday message, anniversary message, etc.

All I have to do is just type my message greetings, and put it on a scheduled SMS mode then voila! The phone will automatically store my message in the Outbox and send it on the determined schedule. I don’t have to stay awake until late midnight just to send someone a message saying “Happy birthday” or “Congratulations on your graduation”.

That is mainly the reason while I still keep this phone around my desk and pocket, as it is quite a handy PDA for me and it does have such a reliable organizer feature. Even though I’ve managed to own a BlackBerry 8820 that I bought in US last February, I still think of not selling the Communicator.

More or less, technology is growing rapidly at present time. Do we have to adjust our necessities based on technology? Or should we make sure that technology is keeping up with our necessities?

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Sahur Tanpa Asumsi

Akhirnya selain sahur hari pertama dan kedua, sahur hari ini saya sahur dengan makanan rumah yang, menurut saya cukup layak untuk dikatakan as a decent meal. Kenapa? Karena jujur saja, sejak sahur hari ketiga sampai kemarin, saya makan makanan di luar rumah, yang kalaupun dimakan di rumah itupun dengan delivery. (Yaa, nasib anak kost.. hahaha)

Lalu apa yang membuat sahur hari ini begitu menarik untuk saya pribadi? Tidak lain dan tidak bukan karena saya sahur di depan laptop saya, sambil mengisi Facebook dalam rangka berusaha untuk membantah sebuah asumsi yang nyangkut di kepala sepupu saya. Dia berasumsi bahwa saya ada certain kind of feeling dengan seseorang, yang memang harus saya akui beberapa hari terakhir ini komunikasinya cukup intens dengan saya.

Hm. Asumsi, bagi saya sendiri, saya menganggapnya sebagai suatu proses untuk mendapatkan informasi lebih lanjut tentang sesuatu hal yang belum tampak jelas di permukaan. Sebagai contoh, katakanlah saat ini saya sedang “rajin-rajinnya” membangun komunikasi dengan seseorang, yang tentu saja hanya saya dan Allah Swt. yang tahu pasti alasan mengapa saya membangun komunikasi dengan orang tersebut. Kemudian tentang bentuk dan proses dalam membangun komunikasi itu sendiri, jelas yang tahu hanya saya dan orang tersebut. Namun, dalam kenyataannya, saya hidup di dunia yang bukan hanya saya dan dia yang menjalankan hidup ini. (Ditambah kalau komunikasi tersebut melibatkan situs sosial seperti Facebook, yang mau tidak mau hampir seluruh network saya maupun dia, bisa melihat dengan jelas segala bentuk komunikasi yang kami lakukan satu sama lain). – damn those mini-feeds

Pada akhirnya, tentu saja network kami dapat melihat secara kasat mata – kalau boleh dibilang hanya di permukaan saja – segala bentuk komunikasi yang kami lakukan, entah itu sekedar saling mengisi wall, saling tukar comment pada photo, dll. Yang jadi masalah adalah, ketika asumsi-asumsi tersebut, tanpa klarafikasi, dianggap sebagai sesuatu yang sudah pasti benar, dimana seharusnya pihak-pihak yang terlibat dalam proses komunikasi tadi diberikan kesempatan untuk menjelaskan hal yang sebenarnya. Seringkali, masalah ini muncul dalam kehidupan kita sehari-hari, yang pada akhirnya juga bisa berpotensi terhadap kemunculan suatu konflik horizontal antar sesama ke permukaan.

“It’s already a complicated world, so don’t add more complications just by believing ONLY to your assumptions. Give someone the opportunity to explain anything he/she wants to explain. In the end, the line between truth and lies is very thin”

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Menunggu.

Dari sekian banyak hal yang paling dianggap mengganggu bagi seseorang, mungkin menunggu adalah hal yang paling tidak disukai bagi hampir semua orang. Sebelumnya, perlu saya tekankan bahwa saya bukanlah seorang yang sempurna, yang hampir selalu bisa menepati janjinya tepat waktu dan tidak membiarkan orang lain menunggu. Alasan kenapa hal ini tiba-tiba muncul di kepala saya, lebih dikarenakan hal ini merupakan sesuatu yang umum yang mungkin pernah dirasakan oleh semua orang.

Bagi saya pribadi, menunggu adalah suatu hal yang sering saya rasakan dalam interaksi dengan orang-orang yang ada di sekitar saya, baik keluarga, sahabat, teman atau bahkan orang yang belum pernah saya kenal sebelumnya. Memang, ada kalanya saya merasa bahwa menunggu bukanlah sesuatu yang buruk sama sekali, karena saya menganggapnya sebagai bagian dari suatu proses untuk mencapai hasil yang saya inginkan. Tapi tentunya, pada lain kesempatan, sebagai manusia biasa yang tidak luput dari berbagai kekurangan, saya bisa sampai pada satu tahapan dimana menunggu bisa jadi sesuatu hal yang menganggu.

Dalam kaitannya dengan suatu pengambilan keputusan, seseorang tentu perlu melakukan analisa-analisa tertentu, dengan harapan bahwa tindakan yang akan ia ambil terkait keputusan tersebut tepat sasaran dan tentunya tidak merugikan orang lain. Menunggu, dalam kaitannya dengan hal ini, adalah sesuatu yang dianggap wajar karena selama proses menunggu tersebut dilakukan, masih ada hal lain yang bisa kita kerjakan sehingga pada akhirnya proses menunggu tersebut tidak kita sadari sudah berjalan dengan sendirinya.

Namun, seringkali kita dihadapkan pada situasi dimana, disaat kita menunggu, tidak ada satupun hal yang dapat kita kerjakan sehingga kita benar-benar harus berkonfrontasi langsung dengan proses menunggu tersebut. Dalam kamus saya, hal seperti inilah yang dapat mengganggu saya secara pribadi, terutama dari segi psikologis. Mengapa? Karena kondisi menunggu yang seperti ini, benar-benar memposisikan kita dalam keadaan idle condition. Yang mana, hal ini bukanlah sesuatu yang membuat nyaman bagi diri saya sendiri maupun bagi orang lain. Karena pada akhirnya, ketika kenyamanan itu hilang dan mempengaruhi mood saya dalam menjalankan aktifitas sehari-hari, bukannya hasil terbaik yang dapat saya capai, melainkan sebaliknya, pengaruh tersebut bahkan bisa menular sampai ke proses interaksi saya dengan orang lain. Tentunya, hal ini bukanlah sesuatu yang baik, karena saya percaya justru proses interaksi antara saya dengan orang lain, seharusnya didasari oleh goodwill antar sesama, bukannya malah bad mood

P.S. Maaf jadi sedikit curhat, tapi yang jelas saya sedang mengalami kondisi yang kedua dari menunggu, seperti yang saya jelaskan diatas. Terutama ketika saya on a tight schedule untuk dapat menyelesaikan skripsi saya, dengan catatan saya harus lulus Oktober nanti. Yang jelas, sampai sekarang skripsi saya masih stuck karena data-data yang saya butuhkan masih saja belum dikirim dari API ditambah dengan pekerjaan finansial dari skripsi saya yang juga belum dapat saya selesaikan. Well, di bulan Ramadhan ini ada baiknya saya sering-sering mengingatkan diri saya sendiri untuk bersabar.

Defining Maturity Among People

It’s Ramadan and all I know that during this holy month, Muslims all over the world are cherishing and welcomes this annual event as a part of their religious activity. It’s actually such a blessing for me, as a Muslim, to feel this kind of experience as I believe people around the world, with their own religious activities and beliefs, would celebrate on their own behalf. The very important message about Ramadan itself is how we, as a human being, try to withdraw our desire to do bad things, lusts and sins. At the end of Ramadan, families would gather and up rise forgiveness among them, remembering them as a human being, they are reluctant to conduct false and mistakes among themselves.

It’s a common thing for me too, that usually during Ramadan, I won’t sleep until Sahur, have my breakfast at 3 A.M., conduct Salat Subuh afterward, then I will sleep until the sun rises and do my activities for the day. Just like now when I wrote this Blog.

Earlier this evening, I had some discussions with some of my friends on my Facebook Event page regarding my plan for a group trip to Bali in October. Just FYI, this trip has been planned by me and some of my friends to celebrate our graduation this year (SBM ITB class of 2008). During those discussions, I was quite surprised that one of my friend has reacted quite harsh regarding another person’s suggestion for the event. So I had to clear things up between them, try not to over-reacted and making sure that everybody’s speaking the same language. Even making smart-jokes just to chill things down

And then, I was thinking the whole evening, what’s wrong with people these days? I mean, has good communication has really downgraded into the lowest level of understanding that could heat things up between a person and another? Or is it just the goodwill of a person to solve questions and problems with clear head rather than just seeing things as it is. In my own perspective, we should not judge statements, attitude, moral, law, well you name it, at just the single side of an issue. Instead, we as human being, created by God to look things in a clearer perspective, moreover multiple side of an issue. Realizing that problems does not arise by itself, as there must be a root cause of it. This is what I, on my own behalf, thinks that it is important for people to be aware of. Knowing the root cause of a problem, might gives us the basic foundation to solve that problem.

So I guess, this is what actually happens to people often these days. Instead of using their own capability, with a clear and multiple approaches, people tend to force on their own ego, without letting others express what they had in mind, even if they do, they just don’t try to think on others’ condition when an issue had to rise. For me, this is the initial capital of creating a conflict. I’m not a person that highly praised on debates nor hated it. But of course in life, everything should have a reason. Well, yes maybe there are certain things that we as humans can’t explain, but yet in a connection of human-to-human interactivity, (almost) everything is built on a logical basis. For instance, I will be nice to people that are nice to me and as a result I will build a good interaction with them. On the other hand, will someone be nice to me if I’m not nice to them? In a complicated world like this, it’s definitely possible! Yet again, there will always be a reason for that. And even sometimes, we won’t be able to explain on these reasons, especially when it involves the thing called feelings. We as humans are blessed with feelings, as it in many cases may have great influence in our decisions and judgments. So in the end, between logic and feelings they both do us good in certain times, or even causes harm to us in another time.

What actually makes someone considered as a mature person? Maturity. Let’s define it. Maturity is the state, fact, or period of being mature. What is mature? In the definition of mature in persons, we will find two descriptions:

(1). Fully developed physically; full-grown
(2). Having reached an advantage stage of mental or emotional development characteristic of an adult

These two descriptions might align in a personality of someone, yet might not. For instance, we’ve seen in a lot of cases often (1) as we can look through the physical and outer signs of certain people. But would that be enough to tell someone that he/she is mature? I disagree with that, because in my opinion, what’s more important is (2). Why? Because this kind of development stage in a person will affect in many aspects of a person’s life, including their interactivity with others. This would show others how manly is a man, and how womanly is a woman. This is the stage where actually people would reveal their true identity, rather than hiding behind the mask called selfishness.

In the end, I believe that in this life we’re living, there shall be peace and unity among us as long as we believe to ourselves and try to tolerate each others. We actually learn these things during our elementary days in school, yet we might not realize when, why and where we should implement it. I try to remind myself that every time I face my greatest problems or fears with others, I try to think as others not only as being myself. Tolerance. That’s what our founding fathers has taught us since long ago, and that is the kind of value we should maintain until the day we are ready to pass it to our descendants.

“ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL”
(Obama, Barack. 2004. Democratic National Convention, Boston.)

The Time Is Now..

Barusan gw iseng bongkar2 laci kosan gw..Tiba2 gw nemuin sesuatu yg kayanya udh lama ga gw liat.. Aaahh.. dan pas gw liat gw jd nyesel kenapa yaa ga dr dulu gw taro lg pd tempatnya.. here goes the story..

Pas SERASI edisi ke-2 taun lalu (2006), kan sempet ada tugas bikin Life Achievement Plan.. isinya adalah ttg Life Plan gw dr umur skrg sampe kurang lebih 40 taun ke depan.. trus ada Plan sampe 2008 juga, sama ada Action Plan 6 bulan setelah gw bikin Life Achievement Plan itu..

Dimulai dr Action Plan 6 bulan..

Hmm.. Gw jujur aja kaget bgt pas liat Start Date-nya itu dimulai dr Juni 2006.. yg artinya gw bikin action plan itu genap setaun yg lalu.. dan gw masih rada inget kalo kertas2 ini sempet nempel di tembok kamar kosan gw selama kurang lebih 2 bulan.. Hfff.. ga lama2 soalnya sterofoam buat nempelin kertas2 itu pada patah.. Brarti kurang lebih 9-10 bulan lah kertas2 “berharga” itu tersimpan di dalem laci yg jarang bgt gw buka.. Lebih kaget lagi pas liat, gw sempet bikin 7 Action Plan gw sendiri disana yg hrs gw lakuin selama 6 bulan.. Ada Oddisey disana, Golf Tournament 2007 sampe ke hal2 yg sifatnya personal bgt.. masalah solat, puasa senin-kamis, ga bolos/telat kuliah, belajar bareng discussion group.. Gw pelajari lagi semua tulisan gw itu.. Alhamdulillah ternyata dr 7 setidaknya ada 3 lah yg udh bs gw jalanin.. Trus gw mikir.. Jangan2 yg selama ini terjadi sm gw adalah.. gw kurang menanamkan 4 hal sisanya ke dalem otak gw, biar itu semua bs tetap berjalan sesuai dengan keinginan gw.

Trus ada Life Plan Until 2008..

Udah jelas bgt kalo lulus taun depan itu jd prinsip mutlak gw.. Yg bikin gw jd komitmen bahwa wisuda bulan Oktober 2008 adalah harga mati yg ga bisa ditawar2 lagi.. Yg jd masalah adalah gmn caranya gw bisa melalui proses sampe ke 2008 itu sesuai dgn perencanaan2 yg udh gw tulis.. Harusnya apa yg gw tulis itu kan jadi cermin buat diri gw sendiri, ngingetin gw tentang “mimpi” besar dalam jangka panjang yg jadi visi hidup gw sendiri.. Semua itu harus didukung dgn proses yang jelas dan terukur dr waktu ke waktu.. Masalahnya.. koq gw ngerasa kalo apapun yg mendukung sm keinginan gw itu belum semuanya terlaksana.. Ya.. sbg contoh mudahnya.. Kalo gw pengen lulus dr SBM dgn IPK >3,25 yaa artinya kan gw jg harus bs menyeimbangkan diri gw secara akademik.. Jgn cm jalanin hal2 yg sifatnya kualitatif aja dalam diri gw.. Insya Allah gw bs jalanin itu semua sesuai dgn yg gw tulis di Life Plan 2008, yaitu angka 7.7.07 jd tahapan penting utk diri gw: Review & Reminder of Action Plan.. It’s time to evaluate.. meng-evaluasi segala pencapaian yg udh bs terlaksana dan pencapaian yg belum sempet terlaksana dalam hidup gw..

Yg terakhir adalah General Life Plan..

This is the big picture of myself.. Isinya ttg segala pencapaian dalam kehidupan cinta, karir & ekonomi, sosial politik, dan banyak hal yg hrs trus jadi acuan gw dalam menentukan setiap keputusan dalam hidup.. Selama ini masih tertanam di otak (dan mungkin jg hati) gw, Insya Allah target2 di masa depan bakalan bs terlaksana right on track.. Semoga Allah memberikan yg terbaik utk diri gw dan pada saat yg sama, gw jg bs memberikan yg terbaik utk Allah.. Karena pada akhirnya.. Hopefully I can also try to give my best untuk Tuhan, Bangsa dan Almamater..

Smansa Day.. What a Day..

Gw bela2in balik ke Bogor dr hr kamis sore buat datengin acara wajib taunan yg dibikin sm sekolah gw SMA 1 Bogor. Well, overall gw dateng cukup telat jam 16.00, yah abis gw jalan dr jkt aja udh siang bgt. Jd ga sempet nonton semua band yg tampil.. tapi nonton bandnya Jui sih.. gokil keren abis, as always. hehe. Hmm, what can I tell you about this event? Ini udh jd tradisi tiap taunnya utk OSIS bikin acara yg ngundang hampir semua alumni dr angkatan2 yg deket2 dr angkatan skrg. Yg jelas.. acara ini jd kaya semacem reuni ngga resmi dr beberapa angkatan.. and gladly.. gw bersyukur bgt bisa dateng taun ini. Gw kangen bgt sm temen2 sma gw.. I miss all the moments I’ve had during high school. Senengnya lagi gw bisa cerita2 banyak hal sm temen2 gw ttg kehidupan gw skrg.. all I can say.. It was such a memorable day for me and those who came..

Prepare for the unexpected

Akhir2 ini gw sering banget ngalamin kejadian2 yang menurut gw ngga pernah terpikir sebelumnya sama gw.. Let’s say for instance, dr hal kecil aja dulu… gw mulai dr the way I cut my hair.. yg diperhatiin sama temen2 lama gw pas td malem gw ketemu sm mereka di Chepor, yg emg jarang ketemu gw.. dan mereka bilang gw sejak di bandung jadi “berubah”..

Hmm.. and then I think about what they’ve said.. “berubah” itu kan kata2 yang umum banget.. I mean, gw bersyukur kalo ternyata perubahan itu membawa gw kearah yg lebih baik, then I could say that I’ve began the process of development within myself.. tapii.. kalo perubahan itu malah membawa gw kearah yang lebih buruk.. that’s not what I called development.. then I could say I must be so depressed lately..

Bicara ttg depresi.. hal2 kaya gimana yg bisa bikin orang depresi? Scientifically I can’t tell you bout this.. tapi in general gw cm bisa bilang.. as heard before.. segala macam penyakit itu dateng dr pikiran.. Trus, apa coba yg sebegitu dipikirin nya sama gw.. sampe bikin gw bisa depresi?? C’mon.. I mean.. I’m having a terrific life.. Gw punya keluarga yg sayang sama gw, sahabat2 & temen2 gw yg care dan being so great in my social life, materi yang harusnya gw bersyukur karena ternyata diluar sana masih banyak yg mungkin ngga se-beruntung gw.. dan banyak hal lain yg harusnya gw syukurin di dunia ini karena Allah masih begitu baik sama gw.. even.. mungkin.. (pasti) gw belum bisa membalas kebaikan yg Allah udh sediain sm gw di dunia ini.. Man.. that hurts.. apa rasanya ya.. lo baek sm orang, tp orang itu sama sekali ga baek sm lo.. (I think I have to start thinking about my religious life from now on).

Well.. I can say I’m not depressed.. but sometimes there are certain things.. yg bikin lo kaget.. akan hal2 yg ga lo expect sebelumnya..
I never expected that.. selama kurang lebih 1 bulan kemaren, gw dihadapkan pada masalah2 yg menyangkut my own characteristics, my own values, yg bikin gw jd galau (damn.. I’ve heard this words so many times today that I’ve decided to quote it) .. hehe.

For the last 1 month, gw jd orang yg bukan gw.. Tiba2 aja gw males utk ngerjain banyak hal.. even ketika hal itu menjadi sangat penting.. tugas2 gw telantarkan.. gw kaya ga semangat gitu jalanin semua aktifitas gw.. apalagi kuliah.. Semua itu jd berasa ga penting ketika lo nemuin sesuatu yg baru (tp sebenernya lama dlm hidup lo.. which is having fun).. Having fun? iya..

Selama 6-8 bulan terakhir gw punya sesuatu yg harus gw raih.. Januari 2007 ada golf tournament, gw memegang peranan penting disitu (dgn sgala dinamika dan intrik2 di dalamnya).. motivasi gw terangkat ketika gw hrs jalanin suatu event yg menurut gw punya dampak & pengaruh yg besar terhadap hidup orang lain.. but soon after that? what? nothing.. gw kaya drop aja.. ga ada kerjaan.. ga ada kesibukan (ini sebelum gw jd termotivasi utk memajukan BEAT yaa… terutama dr segi sales.. I have to struggle to prove that I’m worth it in the company).. alhamdulillah sales team bisa melakukan banyak penjualan.. i’m happy for the company..

Intinya adalah.. mungkin.. mungkin yaa.. Allah ngasih gw karunia-Nya dalam bentuk yg seperti ini.. bahwa gw hidup itu harus kerja keras.. ga bisa santai2 (termasuk having fun secara berlebih).. gw lebih prefer utk mikirin banyak hal dalam satu kesempatan, sambil gw breakdown semua permasalahan satu2 dan gw cari solusinya.. Gw terlalu banyak mikir, tp dgn berpikir gw membiarkan diri gw untuk bisa berkembang menjadi lebih baik dr sebelumnya.. I can say that I’m a thinker.. someone who has concepts.. tapi kadang gw jg ngerasa kalo gw ngga bisa jalanin semuanya sendirian.. I need someone to assist me.. to create those concepts into actions..

Allah bener2 adil.. ketika gw udh bisa memotivasi orang utk ngelakuin sesuatu yg sebelumnya mungkin ga pernah dia pikirin utk dilakuin.. Dia ciptakan suatu keadaan, yang membuat gw jd berpikir ulang.. apakah gw pantes ngelakuin itu?? I am now being tested.. am I consistent enough with my concepts and thoughts.. Kalo ya.. then I have to start delegating it to someone that’s worth enough to run those concepts.. Kalo ngga.. maybe.. just maybe.. I’ll think about it as God’s will… Prepare for the unexpected..